Feb 10, 2019

On Being Unfinished: Reflection On Starting Something You Never Completed

Michelangelo never finished this sculpture of a
crouching boy intended for a decoration in the
Medici Chapel of San Lorenzo in Florence.
source: wikimedia 
Reflection: How many times have you started something you never finished? Probably a lot. And what does “Being Unfinished” say about you?

The Unfinished Professional (For me that's being a teacher)
As a teacher, I start projects I never finish. I have a folder on Google Drive of several unfinished projects. There is a unit on Charlotte's Web I haven't yet completed and my Google Keep is filled with ideas I have not yet implemented. I have tests that are half-completed. I have units that are missing chapters. I have lesson plans that are missing lessons; and, I have piles of unsorted papers on my desk. I have projects without rubrics and I have rubrics without projects (really). I have quizzes I never graded, assignments I never checked, units I never finished. In my mind there is an imaginary Google Drive folder that contains all of the lessons, rubrics, tests, and quizzes I'll ever need. Will this  imaginary folder ever become reality?

The Unfinished Person (For me that's being a bit creative)
My unfinished teaching bleeds into my unfinished creative life, too. There are books I never finished reading and unfinished puzzles lying on the floor of my closet. I have a coloring book from my childhood that has two or three pages colored. I bought an adult coloring book for Christmas (A gift to myself) but I never started it. It's quite beautiful, really. The pages are a display of black lines and clear, empty spaces. I have one-hundred pages of a novel I was trying to write last Summer that still sits unfinished in a Manila envelope in my desk's third drawer. Work often brings me dread because I am caught thinking of work I have not finished. There are letters I want to write to friends and emails that have gone unsent (I am embarrassed to show you my drafts folder). But, what does being unfinished really say about a person?

Having unfinished projects probably means:
  • You are always thinking
  • You enjoy work but dread it at the same time
  • You like to be creative
  • You enjoy the process
  • You are a maker
  • You are productive
  • You are seldom bored
  • You value ideas
  • You keep to-do lists
  • You have a TON of FINISHED projects 
Consider:
Think about the projects you have completed. What do they say about you? What projects have you started that have gone unfinished? Do you judge yourself more harshly than you judge others? Let us know in the comments.

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2 comments:

  1. Luvey,I must say I love your words. When the wind is right, I know that person,intimately. Creativity flows? Words, projects, intentions always. fyi [ some of the most genius creators are bipolar!]Thank you for your ponderings, sir.

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    1. Thanks! I often think about whether or not creativity and bipolarism are correlated. And you’re welcome - perhaps I’ll ponder more soon. :-)

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